at the other side
what a day..working and neglect everything including my revision.it's not my will anyway.i'm just trying to help my boss who is helpless,ask for my help even though he knows that i'm very busy with my 'considered last minute revision'.i wanted to reject,but it's just hard for the 'no' to come out from my mouth..
my first working day was after school last friday.i worked until 6.30pm.the second day,i started at 10.30am as that day was saturday.i met many workers from the shops around.there's one man,worker of a barber shop.he walked to my working place direction and i waited to smile at him.but i don have the chance to greet him as he walked to his car which was just before my working place.so today,he saw me and just looked away as if he din't see me.i was trying to smile at him.in my opinion,i think that he misunderstood that yesterday i purposely din't greet him.this incident makes me very sad.
luckily,there's a woman,a worker from a supermarket.she saw me and asked me about my studies.she really brightened up my day..forget to mention that she has a quite high position in that supermarket.comparing to that barber man,she's really friendly and caring.maybe i'll find some free time to chat with her.why?because i can see that eventhough she's rich,she's a bit lack of friend.she's married but doesn't have any children yet.i heard rumour saying that she can't have baby.if it's true,then it's really sad.

from the above incidents,do u think that i'm too sensitive?or do u think that i always go for the negative side?maybe it's true...but then don't u think that a sensitive person is more observant?not on people's appearance but on their feelings..the more u expect,the more is ur disappointment.so,always think on the negative side.i don't like the feeling of being disappointed...it's hard to be corrected.i mean that disappointed by others need them to realise their mistake and also realise that u r disappointed with them.the harder part is the last part.that's why...