Having affair is not what I enjoy. It makes me hard to be normal. It makes me difficult to talk and see. It makes me sad with very little actions. It makes me to think many possibilities. The most torturing is that, It Makes Us Far Apart With No Reason.
Wish you exist to bring me back to the past.
These feelings...EXCITED plus WORRIED plus SAD...This type of mix is torturing me now...
Everytime when the school reopens, i will have this type of mixed feelings...
I am excited because i can meet my friends, who i miss a lot during holidays...
I am worried because I have not started to pack my things...
I am worried because I do not want to hear my friends comment about my new hairstyle...
I am worried because I do not want to face the hectic life next semester...
I am sad because my holidays is going to end...
I am sad because I would not be able to stay and sleep at home everyday...
I am sad because I would have to take care of my own daily life...
All of the reasons show that, I do not satisfy with everything...Human nature...Greedy...
